Damn Server

For some reason I can not access my blog to see it but I can post a new comment. That makes sense.

I am having a rough start to the week anyway. I have become a victim of the flu bug or stomach virus or something because I have been sick as all hell. The bad thing with Fibro is the pain is twice as bad as it should be. It is a shame to be in your early 30's and feel as though your in your late 80's. I know some senior's who have more spry in their step then I.

Anyway since I am forbbeden to write anything depressing, thanks guys! I will just have to keep my hopes up for a speedy recovery.

Something I have been thinking about is if my job is worth all of this. I have a stress related illness and well my job is just a bundle of stress. The money is too good to quit but I begin to wonder what is the real cost of working there. Couple that with my apt is going condo and I am going to have to find a new place to live and uggh I am not sure I really want to move again.

I have two friends who have just up and left to other parts of the country NY and Mass. They went there found a good paying job, good place to live, and did so without knowing anyone where they were moving too. I do not think I am that brave. I have been born, lived, schooled in the same place all my life. I think I am too scared to really leave, but if has made me wonder..humm..Since I don't really travel I don't know what is out there?